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went to school today, came home, went out for therapy appointment thing, out to dinner with my mom, picked up janna, went to the nightgame, nate drove me home
that was my day, heres the pics.
first comes heavy breathing staring at the ceiling
what will happen next i don't ( wanna )</3
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ive been feeling really sick lately.. i have a horrible sore throat.. it sux.. so i went to first period and then for gym i wuz feeling really dizzy so i went to the nurse and then my mom picked me up i got some coffee and a bagel and came home and watched miss congeniality and i wanna go to sleep soon...
this weekend was fun.. friday night i was grounded ughh... but jessie and frank stopped over for 10 minutes-ish so that was cool.. then umm saturday morning i woke up early and ferr picked me up and we went to tiffany's cuz she had to exchange the jewelry she got from her confirmation .. and then we left and went to garden state plaza .. we shopped and then ate at california pizza kitchen.. we had a really hot waiter haha.. it wuz interesting.. we had nooo idea how we were getting home so we thought we'd be stuck there forever.. but my dad picked us up.. and then jessie called and told us to come over cuz we were gonna wash her car.. my dad dropped us off there and jessie showed us her prom dress.. aww so pretty =) .. and then we left and went to franks.. and they washed there cars.. and we chilled and stuff.. will tackled me on the ground.. it was weird.. ummm so we hung out there for awhile and then ferr and jessie left cuz ferr had to go to work and whatever umm the rest of the boys came over from the mall.. and then everyone left to get food so me brandon frank and nate were left and i just sat listening to them play the guitar. sooo then me brandon and nate left and went to nates house and brian came and brandon and brian switched cars and we drove around the highway or something and then came back to nates and hung around there .. i went with brandon to get my guitar so he could borrow it for practicing cuz i am really really nice.. dont break it b-rip=) .. and then came back.. everyone left to go to the movies so me nate and ferr hung out at nates for the rest of the night and then we got home at 12ish and went to sleep
woke up at 7, got ready and went to st. marys got on the bus and went to SIX FLAGS WOOOOTTT.. me and ferr got there and went on the batman ride first.. it wuz cool.. last time we didnt get to go on it cuz it wuz when there was the big power outtage.. we went on nitro.. my favorite ride ever.. ughh its such a rush haha.. and umm great american scream machine, medusa, rolling thunder, and this houdini ride thing it was soo cool.. its like this illusion ride where u sit and it swings back and forth and it makes it look like ur going upside down but ur not cuz the walls move its awesome..umm i forget what else we went on.. we had fun.. we had to have a huge mass at the end like the whole park came to it.. it was really boring.. we sat next to brian and liz.. and the bishop said the same exact word for word homily that he used at my confirmation and saras confirmation.. what a loser lol .. i think me and ferr used "hows your____" at least 100000 times .. we kept saying it over and over without noticing haha.. ferr won lee a scooby doo.. real cute .. i have pics ill post them later tho.. i got so sunburned! eww its gross it feels like shit im so red on my arms and i have a farmers tan.. which is always hot looking =/.. the bus left late.. it took about 2 hours to get home.. we watched 'cheaper by the dozen' on the bus. cute movie. mrs roberts picked us up and then me ferr and cayla got dropped off at ferrs house cuz i had to get my stuff then my dad picked me up and i came home and slept
i think im goin to sleep now...
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This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Cannot be your enemy.
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory)
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
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[12 May 2004|09:44am] |
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woo im in computers.. very boring.. well actually its not that bad but we're not doing anything so its a free period.. i just finished a whole access project.. it took awhile.. i had to make a chart of 25 cds i would buy.. put them in order of what i would buy first and last and then find out there release dates..list price and best price found and shit.. it was annoying to research =/ ..
yesterday after school me and ferr went shopping at preakness.. her mom picked us up at school and we got ferrs confirmation dress at mandees then her mom went into another store .. so me and ferr walked around and on our way to starbucks i saw ryan haybeck (?) idk if thats how to spell it.. but he was with my twin! (his gf's name is alyssa so we decided we're twins even tho we look nothing alike..) yeah we're cool.. then we got our starbucks fraps oooo yeah i love those.. then on the way back from from starbucks when we were walking i made ferr look in the window of the deli cuz the lead singer of paris works there and hes wow beautiful haha..
last night i went to ferrs night game.. and i made my hair curly for the first time in a long time haha and people actually liked it which was surprising.. umm i hung out with michelle and jt for awhile because no one was there yet and i <3 her =) .. havent seen jt in awhile.. actually like a year .. they act like an old married couple haha there so cute. i took pics of them and they look retarded haha .. umm so then will and brian came.. then jessie and nate.. and i hung around with them.. and then lee and b-rip showed up.. and we chilled around for awhile and then chris came and umm johnnyyy reenstra.. lee was being a hardass cuz will drove somewhere with nate so me and lee went in nates car and he drove a lap around cuz we're cool ? lol.. umm then everyone decided to visit frank at shoprite.. and i hate asking people for rides cuz i always feel really bad and like there obligated to take me.. so it wuz gay.. but i ended up going with lee and brandon.. they played there music really loud and it made my bad ear have a ringing sound in it =/ not good.. we only stayed at shoprite for like 5 minutes then left.. went back to washington park cuz brandons car wuz still there.. and then will drove me home and apoligized for being an asshole to me lol aww
ummm tonight im going to ferrs confirmation.. get souped.. haha what a holy occasion.. i think lee and nate are coming too.. and then after it im goin over ferrs for cake and coffee and shit.. should be interesting..
ok bell should be ringing soon.. gooodbye =)
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Take a bow
Pack on powder
Wash 'em out with buzzing lights
Pay an audience to care
"Impress me" personality
Still and transfixed
The electric sheep are dreaming of your face
Enjoy you from the chemical
Comfort of America
Come one, come all
Into 1984
Yeah, three, two, one
Lights, ( camera )
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went to the mall with jessie and nate today .. then to shoprite to visit frank.. then to B-RIPS.. then home.. i cleaned my room .. and chilled around and then went out at 9ish
just got home from a crazy night at franks house.. not feelin too well..
i fuckin love you .. uhh boys suck =*(
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[06 May 2004|03:31pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KOIK JESSIE * I LOVE YOU BABY<33333
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I've grown sick
I've gotten older
I finally have an audience to ignore me
I can yell all I want
But you still can't hear me
I'm punching myself out
Holding in my breath
I can take this lightly
Throwing up the words that I said to you
I always do what I'm not supposed to
Here's to us fools
That have no meaning
I tip my glass to you
Let's toast the night away to friends
And forget about tomorrow
I might say things you don't want to hear
But someday you might care and I won't be there
No I won't be there here's to us fools
That have no meaning
I tip my glass to you
Let's toast the night away to friends
And forget about tomorrow
I'm punching myself out
Holding in my breath
I can yell all I want
Throwing up the words that I said to you
I always do what I'm not supposed to
Here's to us fools that have no meaning
I tip my glass to you
Let's toast the night away to friends
And forget about tomorrow.
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[02 May 2004|10:52am] |
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yesterday i sat around the whole fing day.. doing absolutely nothing except thinking about things.. shit that sux.. w/e.. then janna came over.. and we chilled around and fucked with this kids head that has no neck... lmao.. then she left and i got ready to go out.. then frank called and told me to let them in.. but id get in trouble so i said id meet them downstairs.. and they were gay and as soon as i opened the door.. brandon justin nate and chris ran inside and brandon went in the fing elevator lol mother fuckers.. so i just chilled outside complaining about it while talking to frank haha.. so yeah franks cousin didnt even say hi to me when i first saw him! a hole.. and he told me that he wanted to meet me.. ehh whateverr..(but then i talked to him when i went in cvs.. lol and told him he was a dick).. so then after i got the kids out before i got in trouble.. i went with nate and we all went to cvs.. visited ferr.. the boys were being there usual stupid selves lol and running around cvs talking to the guy that hits on ferr haha.. then we sorta got kicked out but not really =/ ? lol.. and i went in nates car. and it took everyone like a fuckin year to figure out what we were doing.. so we ended up going to franks for like 5 minutes.. and then nate left his car there so i drove with chris.. and we went to brunos to get jessie.. then went to brandons.. and then ferr lee and ricky came.
so we chilled in brandons room for awhile and then me ferr frank nate and chris went outside and hung out in lees car for awhile.. then ferr went back inside so it wuz me and the hottest boys alive.. oh wow that was an overstatement.. haha jk jk jk.. umm we took pics and shit.. well actually.. nate took the pics.. mostly of himself haha. sooo yeah we hung out and then my dad picked me up at 11:45ish..
im posting pics again.. cuz people told me to.. and because i have no life and my memory card only holds 80 something pictures so i gotta upload them and then delete them on my camera.. =)_
franks getting his haircut woot! ill prob have pics from that.. or nate will.. cuz im letting him borrow my camera cuz im nice .. but if he breaks it ill break him ;) hehe..
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( boys like you are dime a dozen )</3*
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sara ferrante is
a koik
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uhh yesterday.. had school.. it was gay as usual, walked home with kait.. and then janna came over for like a half hour.. i had a happy afternoon thanks to my david telling me something happy<3 haha.. so janna left to go meet up with sarah and stevie, then i chilled around and got ready for the koc show.. and then JK picked me up haha i love my jk.. so we went to the koc at like 715..we got there and chilled outside for awhile.. then went in saw jessie and paid then went outside again.. chuck columbo kept coming up to us every 5 seconds asking if we had something sticky so he could fix his wrist band haha wow.. then like an hour later brandon nate and brian came and we chilled with them in the back for awhile and then went inside and took some pics.. which ill post like later or something.. umm yeah so we chilled around listened to the bands chilled outside some more .. and then frank came .. and we walked to ritas. then we went to cvs and went back to the koc.. went inside for the last band.. and then everyone wuz leaving to go to taco bell but i didnt have a ride at first cuz jessie's friend didnt think her seatbelts worked or something.. so we went outside and they ended up working so i went with them.. and i left jk=( i felt bad.. i love my jk(tothe)lol <-- hah.. anyway.. so we went to taco bell and then i got home at like 11:15
got online and then my brother comes home and starts yelling at me and telling me to get off then i told him to fuck off so my dad came in and was yelling .. so then my brother went on and i went back on and then my dad yelled at me again cuz of course if my dad doesnt go online he might die because he cant sleep without talking to some fucking sluts before he goes to sleep.. fucking dousche bag.. i hate how my dad is like that ... ughh parents.. anyway
then i was mad and shit so i just went to sleep
umm today i think my dads making me clean.. and then tonight im hanging out with frank woot..
Now its time to wrap our fears in the night
And on the first day we'll dress this city in flames
After all the things you say
You hate me for being this way
Still you won't let go of old ideals
There is no headline to read at night
When the record skips and you're not holding the needle
We all sing the songs of separation
And we watch our lives bleed out through our hands
Thats how it was on the first day
We saw Paris in Flames
I think it's going to rain, rain down</c>
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ricky wu has an LJ! wooot.. add him yo ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) stupidboy187
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( some sexy kids )
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so today.. my mom picked me and my brother up at like 1ish.. then we picked up janna and went to market basket got food for lunch dinner and for the party.. went home ate and chilled around.. me and janna watched the 2gether movie.. cuz we are that cool yes.. you + me=us .. holler ;) haha shoot me.. umm then i took a shower and got ready and we were off to the church by 6:40..
went in church saw my family.. and sat in my seat in the front row.. eekkk.. i hate the front.. the bishop kept staring at me.. hes old.. lol.. and he had a nice.. hat.. umm so yeah i was pretty much nervous the whole time.. cuz i was the last one to get confirmed even though i was in the front.. all i had to remember was my name.. and then i had to say amen and then the bishop had to put some holy oil on my head.. and then he said "peace be with you" and shook my hand and i had to say and also with you.. so yeah i shouldnt have been as worried as i was.. i was more scared that as soon as i got confirmed everyone would start clapping cuz i was last wooo im stupid..
anyway.. it ended.. i gave eddie a hug! i missed him=( i saw the love of my life jackie kelly.. and took some pics with her.. and then me and janna took 4 pictures of charles and his family haha.. thenn i had to take pictures with my aunt.. and my parents.. and the fuckin bishop! who cares about the bishop.. and eww brian was there.. (kid i used to like from PL)... he has a girlfriend now.. and shes ugly and so is he lol.. umm then i saw sarah (harris) and dutch.. aww i missed sarah.. i havent seen her since in school.. i love herrr.. her nose looks cute.. haha (she got it pierced)umm so by that time i could hardly walk.. my shoes killed like mother fuckers.. so i complained a lot and then we left
most of my family came over.. and as my mom said.. the food was "coffee cake crackers and cheese" lmao nice food grouping mom.. so we ate cake.. and janna complained that we were making her fat so i told her not to eat and she gave me a look and said "god .. what are you thinking!" hahah ohhh god what a funny girl.. lmao shes sitting next to me at the moment with a really stupid laugh.. so anyway.. i got $450!!! oh yeahh biatchhh thats right.. hehe.. and i got a pretty saint necklace thing from my aunt who was my sponsor.. and this cross that says "confirmation" on it .. its cute..
tomorrow im going to get my digital camera!! yayayayay
im deciding between two.. idk which one i should get..
( cameras )
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hmm went to a crazy party at nathans tonight.. too many people were there to name.. the usual crew and some other people..it wuz fun.. lee got his haircut! *gasp* haha.. he looks like a surfer.. it looks cute though.. umm yeah thats it.. i have a massive headache.. im extremely exhausted.. so im goin to sleep soon
tomorrow.. i think im hangin out with ferr .. and frank i think and maybe jessie??..
goodnight <33
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[19 Apr 2004|03:53pm] |
WIFFLE BALL GAME TONIGHT @ 7:30
@ WASHINGTON PARK BE THERE BITCHES
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ohhh the boredom.. i have nothing to do.. and theres no point of going out.. because of course.. i have to fuckin go to church today.. cuz if i dont go my parents prob think ill like die or something.. wowwwwww.. so i did the survey thing.. click below
( shoot me )
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only heart // john mayer |
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hmm went to anns last night with janna.. came home.. janna slept over.. and now we're watching 'renaissance man' lol mark walberg rapping? oh jesus haha.. umm i have nothing to do today..i miss ferr! yeah shes cool and shes at an fing wedding all day.. i have to go shopping today for something to wear for my confirmation for friday.. =/ oh yippee.. alright im done..
Do not waste this evening, baby I'm begging you
Your big imagination's playing its tricks on you
If you think my up and leaving's something I'm gonna do
Feel my chest when I look at you...
Baby you, you've got my only heart
Yeah, you've got my only heart
Yeah, you've got my only, only, heart
So hard to be so far out living our separate lives
You phone was really broken - I tried your number twice
And if you need confirmation, baby I understand
It's alright if you want me to tell you...
You, you've got my only heart
Yeah, you've got my only heart
Yeah, you've got my only, only, heart
And you love like your hand's on the horn, baby
I adore you but there's a hole in the cup that should hold your love
(hold my love)
If you let me leave
I swear, I never will
Remember now you...
You've got my only heart
Yeah, you got my only heart
Yeah, you've got my only
Only heart
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